My December was pretty much an okay until my cat died. I mean, I still struggle with other things on a daily basis but those were still manageable but not my cat's death. His passing has left such a void in my heart that I don't know when will I get to move on ㅠㅠ

Anyway, my songs of this month do not make sense to me at all. I was pretty much happy when I first listened to them but they now will remind me of my cat's passing as well. 

Taylor Swift feat Brendon Urie - ME!

Sabhi Saddi feat Marsha - Cinta Sesungguhnya

Dato' Sri Siti Nurhaliza feat Judika - Kisah Ku Inginkan

Came back home after almost a week at the hostel to the news of my cat's death. Honestly, I was truly shocked and heartbroken after hearing the news. I didn't get to hug and gomol him when I saw him for the last time :(

Tom, who I fondly called Tom Busung <3

You'll be dearly missed.

What made me so bitter about his death was my family's suspicion that he was poisoned to death and someone deliberately put his body near to our house. I totally get the suspicion because he was in tip-top condition the last time I saw him.

I'm not a big-hearted person so I couldn't help to curse the person who did that to my beloved cat. Bak kata Twitterian, I hope there's a special hell for those who did bad things to cats.